sigh

Go out with them again once more -.-
but this time i need to buy my stuff and pressie for Zoe...
spent more than 200 I think...
sigh...broke again once more =.=

Tomorrow midnight he is coming back >.>
Great!He bought chocolates that is worth 110 AUD
OMG?must be chocolate gold bars?
I hope he doesn't buy perfume for his sis
as his sis gets to travel to Bali all the time for work...

This thurs and Friday would be a very busy day for me >.<
and yet his mum ask me to go his so call godfather's son wedding ceremony
and it happens on the day when Zoe celebrated her 21st birthday
WELL...I already promise Zoe to come for her birthday but not this one...
I dont even know them in person though....
and I also dont know all his cousins or whatever...
and his cousins especially his father side
their eyes are full of hatred against me
as if I will hurt them
At least Zoe she is one of my longest childhood friend....
Since she celebrated her 21st birthday party...
This is a total lifetime opportunity
Arghh...I think his mum will start to nag by saying
Friends important or this so call godfather important
Well SHE IS MY FRIEND AND THAT GUY IS A TOTAL STRANGER =/
and I mean it....

rotting

I guess rotting at home and going out with family is not a very great idea.
sigh...I spent 2 weeks just to rot and go out with my family -_-!
He is coming back to Singapore in less than a week =.=
and i start hating to go out with them!
They can be irritating at times...
especially my sister...
why i have such a sister -_-
she is 16..yet she behave like a 6 year old kid

I think i suffer from some syndrome whereby i cant express it out to others
But I can take care of myself independently if i have a proper life -_-
I am not like my sister...
oh well... I guess i am not prepared to go over Aussie yet
but i am sick of singapore and my family life -_- I want to live on my own though

Feeling giddy for the past few days argh...
I strongly think that my spec degree is increasing >.>

Now my hubby is at Aussie
and I can finally get rid of his mum for more than a month!!
wahaha.I think i need a very good rest and save some money
I might also need to top up some of my own stuff -_-
Need to buy birthday pressies too...
sigh mum has been asking me for money that I owed...
well as i see she is giving me like so little $$ per day
How to pay the debt!!?
Now she is docking my pay which means
I need to sign sign sign when i am shopping...
which make the debt even heavier...-___-

Buying list for the moment...
1)facial wash from soap n glory(wanted to try that)
2)body butter from soap n glory too
3)daily mask from Etude house
4)px and zoe's pressie
5)chocolates!(I think i can buy chocolates from my friend at a cheaper price lol)