duhh...

Argh....down with stomach flu ~.~
another 3 days of pain again -__-
I remember i got once 2 years back then...
that 1 was the worst stomach flu i had
after i ate 2 scoops of ice-cream @_@
make me absent for sch for 5 days in a row...
and ended up i couldn't catch up the work with others zzzz...

this week is a really peaceful week though...
and spent the whole tuesday outside though...
After stocking up goods with mum..
went to have shabu shabu at sabuya at vivo city
After having dinner over there...
head over to roomful of blues for drinks
we drink until like 11.45pm...
then headed home
by the time i reach home was 12.20am though >.>
it was a really really long day....

going to depress soon?

arghhh...I think i suffer from a really great depression now
i wonder why i feel so emotional these few days...
everything is making me damn pissed off...
just that going out with my friends...
and tendering my shop..is my great destressing stuffs
the rest of the time..i was really damn emotional
but one thing that makes me feel so happy
was my lovely dog....
It always tried to look at me whenever i am sad...

well..people say online games are part of destressing
but to me...is NO
sigh...i shouldn't have played online games though...
ruined my life seriously...
although i got make quite a few friends
got my hubby over there....
but i really wanted to say...
only my BFF understands me...
no other else can ever understand a pitiful girl like me..

Now i really hate myself for being stupid and useless...
no talents...whatever...
perhaps i need a rest for the whole week...
watching dvds or watching movies may calm myself down...

anger management?

although i am fuming now....
but i seriously think that i am a very short temper person
So i don't want people to annoy me
or say something negative to me...
and if people want to say something about me....
go ahead and just tell me....
i will learn and correct myself...
why must be my hubby be a messenger...
I agree i sucks in gaming....
but i really hate people being used as a messenger
i am sick of it really....
I am just a sucker of all of the stuffs in life.....
seriously.....With all this shit stuffs happened
I really wonder how i will control my temper
will take forever to control my anger seriously...

I controlled my anger at his house is really an achievement
but overall i still cant manage my anger...
my best choice for now is wash my hands over online games
and need a rest for a while..
well...I really regret of what i have done in the past really
sigh...i really hate myself....
incompatible with others....
I just want to be a ordinary girl.
not a problematic or emotional girl...
and...I am going to suffer from depression soon
which all these things that happened to me....
ah well i stop here for now

yx's mish mash day!

Last tuesday...
Went out with px and yx to celebrate her birthday in advance
we gather ourselves at vivo city marche!! XD
We ordered our meals 1st...
and photo taking after dinner!
these were the photos
the marche card!
and also..yx got a mission to do before we leave marche!
wahahahhaha this is the cake she had to finish it all

After that photo taking session!!!
the birthday girl is over here~
and we took piccies together too

this is the piccies we took!
ahahaha i really had fun over marche last week though...
maybe there will be another marche when abby comes back!? XD
pretty soon though hehehehehe

zzzz

Well although its 2 am...
and now...wow has a damn new patch
makes me gonna be a no life player again -_-
not enough gold for raids....
sigh....
but now i am working...
I cannot even be a no life player...
the most go raid only...
although I find that raid is stupid thing to do...
BUT after work i got nothing better to do...
So i go raid to kill my time though...
If my friends or my cousin asked me out...
i would miss raids and join them...
as i need lots of socializing skills though
but well...

I think i have lost motivation of playing wow >.<
and feel that gaming is really making people lost a friend or relationship though
and what i can say that this is the truth
as i can see inside wow though..some of the players are like that...
and well...
i found my love in wow though..
cannot blame for him being a hardcore gamer
because i myself is a gamer too =/
and i truly understand how a gamer feels if their gf/bfs forbid them to play online games
its like an addiction though...
hard to quit...
just like asking a person to quit smoking
some can but some cannot....
ladies are the ones that tend to quit smoking faster than a guy
as ladies will tend to look older on their age as they smokes...
and also for the sakes of their own kids...they quit smoking

I was also wondering if i stay his house for life...
I think i will either pick up smoking or else i will die faster than them -_-
and also i will be the 1st one to turn crazy over there...
Unless we got our own house....
then it will be even more peaceful!!!
as i requested...only the 2 of us stays at that house...
wahahaha....i simply love that though..
well stop here for the time being though...
will post up the events later...

the new stuffss

hereby to post the new stuffs ^^
the only image that is not here is my new phone
sony ericcsson C905
this was my present given by him
and now...my gucci specs!

wee~finally a new spec..although its around the same as my old specs
this 1 is of course better!

Later...finally i am out for marche again!!weee~~
to celebrate's yx birthday coming this 16th apr
as most of us cannot make it during her actual birthday
so we make it earlier ^^V

birthdayss

hmm...now i am home..
time for me to post the event happened 2 weeks ago...
which was 3rd april
It was one day advance of celebrating my birthday..
my sisters for decades celebrated with me!
we settled ourselves at balcony ^^V
here are the pictures
while waiting for px..i took the pictures of 2 of them 1st..
that one was at balcony the ground floor
After eating and those chit chats...
and px finally comes~
yx and his bf went back early..
While the rest of us went upstairs for drinks though
this was the photo taken by upstairs
here!we sitting the sofa though ^^V
here are the drinks we ordered...A jug of chivas
After drinking and another chit chat session..
zoe and her bf had to go ps just to play arcade...
while me and px went novena to have supper
as my body feel damn hot...
we went udder's ice-cream cafe for supper
wee~
We ordered a tiramisu and bourbon ice-cream...and we shared...

here was the ice-cream we ordered!~
After we finish the ice-cream...we ordered another one again
this time round was waffles with cookies and cream ice-cream..
while waiting...the tag was given...and the tag was NUMBER FOUR!!
omggggg...it was exactly my birthday number...
hehe!
and tada...the cookies and cream ice-cream with waffles come...

heheeee...after we took our waffles...
we rushed for the train...
lucky we manage to get in time ^^V
if not we need to take a cab home =/
and i reached home exactly 12am...
which was..I AM 20 FINALLY!
HAHAHA

4th april...
Celebrated with my hubby at the cathay
as we went there..
MOST of the restaurants are fully packed @@
and we set off to billy bombers for dinner
and we got our new spec worn that day!!!
Finally my gucci specs!!!
after dinner..we went to wait for the show to start..
the show we watched was shinjuku incident...
acted by jackie chan...
quite a nice film though

hahaha..thats all~
and i want to thanks people for wishing me happyy birthday on msn and Facebook...^^V

just a random post...

With a damn slow internet connection...
I will just write about random stuffs...
talking about holidays....
The 1st place i visited was genting :x
that was like when i am still a 2 yr old kid...
which is like 18 yrs ago!? omg...
and the 1st time i sat in a plane was 4 yrs old..
that time was a trip to hong kong
sigh...how i wish i still got the money for holidays...
go to the place i never visited before...not as far as US or UK
and well hokkaido is the place that i always wanted to go...
although nothing much...
BUT i just want to exprience the weather and the scenery also FOOD!
After I have fufill the hokkaido trip...
MY asia trip is done!!!
and slowly explore the whole m'sia :x
as it is so near to sg..
but this is not the time...
johor's situation is really dangerous now -.-//
It has been 10 yrs since i went to my grandmother's home town...
their capital..I only go there once in my life time -.-''
maybe i shall visit there this year maybe?
since i have friends over there...
hmm let me count the cities i have visited...
starting from the nearest country from sg
lake toba-Indonesia
johor-m'sia(countless times)
malacca-1 time...(m'sia)
Kuala lumpur-1 time....(m'sia)
Hup chai-1 time?(thailand)
bangkok-5 times?(thailand)
hongkong-3 times
shanghai-1 time(china)
hangzhou-1 time(china)
wuxi-1 time(china)
suzhou-1 time(china)
nanjing-1 time(china)
beijing-1 time...(china)
total times of visiting china is only 2 times...
taipei-1 time(taiwan)
taichung-1 time(taiwan)
osaka-3 times(japan)
tokyo-4 times(japan)
Kyoto-3times(japan)
Seoul-1 time...(south korea)
Brisbane-2 times(Australia)
Sydney-1 time(Australia)
hmm thats the cities i visited >.>
besides m'sia...the rest i took plane ^^V
If i am not wrong i took cruise to malacca...:x
hahaha...maybe i going to visit malacca end of this month i think...
zzzz...damn bored now...
Just posting some random topics though =X
hmm maybe i stop here...

ahh well...Last week was a happening week....
but there are too many events to mention...
and just to mention that..
I am finally 20!!!!
just pass by the teenage gap duh!!
bahh...
will try to update the events asap...