Unfairness

well..In my heart who will care for me?who is there for me?
No matter what happened...
Nobody will ever understand how i really feel
The only thing i can do is cried out and to make myself feel better
Oh well....
What really happened to me..
and why must it strike before i reach 21?

So envy those people that can make full use of their freedom...
I am just a bird that is locked inside the cage
and this key is soulbound
forever wont take out
and whatever i want to learn...
My parents are the 1st one to object me...
as for my sis...they treat it so different that
Both of us are just living under the same roof...
But 2 of us are just living in 2 different worlds

Unfairness is the best word to describe about life...

idiots!!!

Being idiotic makes people so f angry
Today there is one good fine example...
His sis send him and my mum a message
saying that she is not going anymore
Not only that....
she even say all those rubbish that doesn't link to the taiwan trip
the way she wrote spoils my whole damn day...
because i am having a upset stomach right now..
if not i will go drink as high!!!
and forget this damn thing

Even BETTER if she doesnt GO!
and now she is trying to make us to break ties with my family...
arghh.....

Finally finished

Finally I have watch finish bloody monday part 2!
Ending is like so puzzled...
It makes me think that there will be another series again!?
or maybe just tv special or movie!?
So keen to watch the movie if it is out!!

So nothing better to watch now >.<
Feeling sleepy now a days
with just a scratch totally wakes me up!!
the scar is like 15cm long!!!


lucky that the scar didn't bleed
although it is still painful now..
and this damn scar done by my damn dog
if this scar is being scratch by a stray cat
I would landed in the hospital doing stitches zzz

oh well stopped here

signs of qutting wow!!

saying good bye to wow...
my game skills force me to do so...
getting worse like a newbie
But that is a good sign too...

whatever expansion comes..i will never play anymore..
i will officially stop playing at apr 12th 2010
plus wow players sucks inside =P

Maybe i am a lousy talker....
Even an idiot can win me just through talking about facts ARGH...
such a failure in life sigh...

one last word i want to say in japanese

君立ち本とバカ！！バカバカ！

おわリ！

spree

Finally i get to go taiwan next month...
but thing is so many people following us =S
which is OMG?
from 3..
and now 6 more people joining us!?
lololol!!!
Tried to book a budget hotel..
BUT too bad that most are fully booked z.z
so i booked a cheapest 4 star hotel in taiwan


so i went town for a uni-qlo spree today
their long sleeves and turtle neck long sleeves are damn cheap!
in order to mix and match my dress i am going to wear to taiwan
bought several of them at a very low price...

bought myself the alice in the wonderland's tights >.>
and a free UJ catalog!
bought my mum-in-law a long sleeve shirt too..
I think this saturday i going to bring her and my mum to uni-qlo again!

I shall stop here for the time now

late late late

Maybe late for now...
But i just want to say...
見なさん！
お前ゎ気にしないて！！！
バカ！！
This is the 1st time i am typing it on Japanese...
It really fun typing in Japanese
and I didnt go through those language lessons though =P

I try typing my post in Japanese!

最近ね
カメラのきてまた！！！
日本カシオカメラのCM て三浦春馬だ！！
日本最新カシオカメラだよ
シンガポルのIT展買いる
さカメラのきてまた！！！
くレイしな！！！
個とカメラ我の二十一歳生日ポレセント
くれ視な，我のタンじピ近日とだ！


最新のカシオカメラだ！CEZ2000

ok i think i stop here...
My Japanese may not be as good as those that learn Japanese through schools
but i willing to try this language though..

bored

Sigh Boring moments going out with parents...
ARGHH....lucky thing was dinner no need me to pay for it
and no DRINKS allowed =<
Seriously they are the ones that doesn't know how to enjoy...
I must say not only them....
Older generations most of them they are...
What i only heard was dad's brags and mum's nags inside the car
arghh...i going to be crazy soon...

Oh well...life without money is like that though..
argh...
After my 21st birthday..i am going to taiwan
I am booking it this saturday though...

Last week celebrate my fatty's cousin birthday though...
its a pretty simple type of celebration

here....all his cousins heree
lols...

ok stop here...

wishlist

I think this is my 1st time setting a wish list >.>
Maybe i have the money to buy those stuffs last time
but for now...not really...

WTB!
1)Camera!!!although my phone is already good enough to have a 8 mpx camera

But the Japan's new Casio camera advertise by Miura haruma XD
Exilim Z2000 with 14.1 mpx!!!!!
The damn camera is so damn nice!
I wanted that camera!!!
Its one of the latest camera in Japan!!!!
Singapore is finally OUT!!!!
maybe this will be my birthday present for the year =P
Casio latest Camera ad
2)A burberry baggie!
bahhh I think this one is more expensive than the camera but sadly my bag broke by me =(
This 2 items is already enough for me to spent more than 1k already G_G
3)A trip to japan once again =P
4)Trip to Taiwan once more...but need to double confirm with my hubby
Lastly get traditional married asap!
Maybe i want to have more fun 1st before having a child =P
I dont want to be locked with a kid currently >.>
maybe with my personality and age
I not even prepare to be a mother yet

Task need to be done!
1)Get a private diploma after taking over my family business!!!
2)Know how to handle a business
3)Need to be a socialist!!>.<>.<
stop here for now