looking back @ 2010

2010 this year...Totally a crap year....

Looking back this crap year....

What i have actually done?

NOTHING indeed...

But Singapore wise?

It was totally changed....

What do Singapore have now?

CASINO!

2 CASINOS some more

one is at Resort world Sentosa...

One is at Marina bay sands..

Although I have just hit the legalized year to enter casino

But $100 per entry wtf?

and it applies to permanent residents too >.>

They should let those people with S passes pay $100 per entry too =P

Singapore also have a big event also

which was the very first youth Olympics

well this event was a total waste of $$

I hate this crap year anyways

I have been very unlucky over that year.....

F*** that year and move on to 2011

It will be a better year for me

wow....

china bars english

wow....China barred English language into their countries

What is so great about Mandarin?

Although i speak Mandarin at home

as my mum speaks very lousy english...

and my grandparents dont even understand at all...

well...I suck at mandarin...

my english...not that great too

and I failed my O level english -_-

Even A friend of mine..

she speaks english often to her friends and her mum

but she failed her english O levels as well...

she went to retake another year again...

she still get a D7...

My 1st time is a F9 =(

because I have no idea of what is my sec 5 english teacher is teaching

the way she taught will make me even more confusing

If english was taught by my sec 4 english teacher...

I think I would have passed my O level english

second thing...during that year I was very very sick..

So i went to retake with her again...

and this time round she finally passed her english

and i got a D7 on my english...

Tomorrow is my fate on entering the course that i always wanted to go to...

I am going to take an english test at the institution

I hope that i will pass the english test =)

Full of hatred

I really hate my life so much right now. Parents keep controlling and as I hate people control me. When I ask them to do something on that day will they do it? No...but why my sis wishes can be fulfill? But not mine? I strongly feel that there is no one in my life concern about me at all..I am not selfish at all... All I want is to seek attention from them this is really simple...I hate myself really really hate myself right now...oh well I am just a lonely person that no one is concerning about...an average unpopular girl.life is so damn unfair

boring boring boring...

This has been like 2 weeks...

I never been that bored before...

Sigh I always wanted find a way to get out

oh well things never go well

My temper is just getting worst..

I start yelling at my family

Arguments with my family for no reason

But i still don't feel that i am relieved at all...

Maybe i need something to help me relax and control my temper

So I tried playing back WoW

But this game doesn't help me relax my mind at all

It's just making it worse...

Maybe clubbing or going some Buddhist chanting session

will make me feel calm

I really hate my life so much right now

It was like the same routine all the time...

Which is help out at the shop till 7pm

then went home to watch tv

have dinner...

later at night bathe and play...

and sleep at 3am....

So this time i start to envy my classmates and friends

well...my mum is a control freak

and him too...

but he is better than my mum...

well....I think i am going to have another boring weekend for another week again