sighh

ahhh..this few days was very horrible
Monday....
when i came back from his house in the morning
I receive scoldings from my mum about my cc bills
Tuesday...
My hubby was making me damn pissed off...
I already reach roomful of blues...
yet my hubby dont allow me to go in and drink...
which was making me damn pissed off
I was like...
I ALREADY MAKE my way to roomful of blues..
reached already yet he say I cannot drink...
argh...
So on wedesday which is yesterday
I am having a cold war with him...
and he was so worried and wonder why I didnt call him for the whole day..
ahh well ended up he said sorry to me when i called him...
well nevermind...

Inorder to improve my watch business..
I decided to sell watches on the net...
I will try to get catalogs for certain watches...
such as sports brands watches
as for casio watches..I got the catalog
so i will start selling casio watches first..
till i got the sports brands catalog from the supplier
Website will be made asap...

ok stop here

bored~

It was a boring and tiring afternoon though
slept at 6am GG
and his room was so freaking hot and humid..
make me cant sleep well...

went to watch angels and demons yesterday..
before that..went waraku restaurant for dinner
my hubby got a very bad stomache after eating the sea urchin meat gg...
makes him go toilet twice during the movie..
he missed the brutal massacre of the furture pope candidates
ahhhh...angels and demons was so much better than davinci code!
but this movie...
the story was almost the same as the book written.
feel like reading it one more time...
this time round i go and buy the book and read it!
hmm...I think i have startedto read those novels..
the 1st novel i wanted to read is Twilight!!!
feel like reading it
although i have watch the movie...
i think i need to read the book to understand more.....

Those movies that i have watched
makes me have an impression of reading novels...
last time i really hate to read those novels...
it will make me fall asleep while reading half way
and also..to improve my english...
and improve in speaking english though ^^
not to say my english is really sucks....
as i came from a chinese speaking family...
so i seldom speak english..
makes me feel so embrassed when i speak english to others
also my whole family sucks at speaking english though...
sigh....

wanted to go orchard and find px though...
but i am just too tired to go down gg!
and i crave for the honey comb flavour icecream though!!!!!
ahhhhh in love with nz natural icecream! gg
as px doing till 10pm....
if she off at 6..maybe i will go down and find her...
sigh...10pm!!!!!
after work will be damn tired at that time though...
shops closed...
only bars are available..
but my hubby just dont allow me to drink >.<
a few cups wont get drunk though...
i really don't know why i start to drink alcoholic drinks...
really start to addicted with....chivas and bourbon coke!!!
normal coke is just nothing....
not only that..i crave for sake and red wine too!
those stuffs taste so much better than soft drinks...
and as for chocolate....
it is still my favourite though ^^V
except those chocolates that mixed with fruits....
hhehe
I think i stop here for the time being...

hmm sunday's event

Last sunday's went to my hubby army friend's wedding O_O
although the guy only invites my hubby...
But sad thing was 1 table was empty though..
alot of them didnt came for the wedding dinner though...
wanted to take photos though...
BUT!
The lighting sucks -__-
so i tend to take 1 photo of myself though GG
I wore Qipao for the dinner!
these were the souvenir given by the hotel
1 box was a set of spoons with love cravings...
while the other 1 was a set of oriental clothes key chain..
and this is the only wedding day..
I drank almost 1 bottle of wine! GG
Made me felt a bit smashed though...
hahahaaa...
After this went back to his house
took some photos of myself wearing Qipao though
I wonder the second photo i took...
looks pretty photogenic!?hmmm lols
yet that day was mother's day though...
and yet no time to celebrate mothers day with my mum...=/

ok stop here...

winkss

Today was a pretty long day though....
and I really hope every tuesdays is a long day for me =X
and i didn't knew i woke up at 2.30pm today GG!!

after waking up i went to have a quick shower
and prepared to go out for restocking goods
After restocking goods...
went back home for a rest..
and..after that went TAMPINES one for a walk...
went in to the singapore's only outlet
which is uni-qlo...
soon...ion orchard is going to open an outlet over there too!!!

After shopping over there..
went jurong to pass some stuffs...
AND during that time!!!
MY stomach was damn pain....
till now my stomach still hurts x(
although i am at home now...
but still bearable though...

ok stop here =)

ok i am here to say.....
I have canceled my wow subscription
from may 22 onwards...
I wont be inside this game anymore

This game is addictive though...
but till now....
I am totally burnt out....

Although i found my hubby inside wow...
but that doesn't mean i love to play wow...
wow had made me know a lot of friends though...
even some of them i met them in rl..
and so nice having fun with my wow buddies though...
although they quit or leave gorgonnash
but they are still my friends too...

Sometimes i used to stop for a while and come back again...
but now....
I am really really...totally burn out...
and its time for me to quit wow...

weaklingg~

I wonder....
why i cant take scolding from others?
why i cant accept people's advise?
why my body resistance is getting lower?
and why i cant manage myself?

Among all these questions mentioned above...
There is only 2 answers in it...
I am a type of person...which is i will never admit my own fault
although is my fault...but i don't wish to admit...
that's my really weak point in life though...
with this type of attitude...
I cant go out to work with others..
cant make any friends in life...
but lucky that i got a few friends that are supportive enough

The second answer is....
I am a weakling all along in my life...
and I failed in life too...
well....i really hating myself being a failure in life

Being a gamer....
can really make a lively person...to an aggressive person...
and i am one of them....
just that they haven't seen my true identity...
I can be a very aggressive person....
just don't make me pissed....

After playing games...
It really makes me turned to a really sensitive person..
therefore i start to have those strange thinkings about that...
makes me start to have depressions and stuffs...

however...being a passive smoker.....
makes my body resistance getting weaker day by day...
arghhh....stop here...

cravings~

Today was a craving for food day @_@
ate one cheese&ham bread while waiting for abby...
After met abby...
have a walk at paragon
and ate lunch at thai express
ordered curry chicken and tom yam soup QQ!
I thought that will be my lunch and dinner for the day...
But yet.........
My mouth is really damn itchy
after eating that...
went nz natural to get 1 honeycomb ice-cream from px...
x.x..
after eating ice-cream..we waited for mum to come
and my mum....bought a box of tori-q's meat stick
and i actually ate it duh >.<
then when i go home...
ate 1 box of takoyaki
and ate some snacks too...
After eating those...
ate 2 curry puffs given by my grandma
makes me damn bloated @@

I think the way i eat today...
sure gain 1kg for the day =.=
and now i freaking finding the stupid posb letter zzzz
and the stupid shared account only deduct $ from my bank account not his zzz
argh without the letter i cannot complain about that!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHHH
this deduction makes me damn poor zzzz
ok stop here