vexed off

Well the more my mum talk to me....

I feel so vexed!
Thanks to my headache and my diarrhea
I cant go out anymore -_-

I HATE my life really....
unless my mum stops controls me out from my damn life
then my life would be better =/

get away!

I need a get away right away!
whereby my parents especially my mum cant even reach me!
that really makes me feel like i am a BIRD =D

Freedom

I wish i was a bird
flying across the sky
Life can be full of freedom

Locked inside the cage
like animals in the zoo
seeking for freedom

I just wanna get my own freedom!
own freedom! own freedom!
OOOOOOWN freedom..

Oh please!I want to have my own freedom
Stop controlling me!
oh please stop controlling me!

When I was out
Phone starts to bomb
and the phone displays
Calling from MUM...

Oh mummy mummy mummy
Could you just shut your mouth up
and stop calling!!!!

I just need my own private space
I will reach home on time!
what is there to worry!!
OH damn it...

Screw my freedom..
Lets freed out from the house
I need my own freedom
OWN freedom
OWN SPACE

This song I wrote for myself just to express that I am not young anymore plus i am married she dont even need to control me anymore please. I want my own private space!Even I have my own house she will definitely seek refugee when there is something happen -_- OH WELL!Not i don't like my mum...She is just too overprotective against me..Well....Some people just need their own freedom...I tried to rebel but this method doesn't even work =( ALL I NEED is freedom...
My hubby doesn't even care about my whereabouts at all....Thing is I just need to reach home safe and sound..Sigh If he is like my mum....I am pretty sure this relationship will end very very soon as I hate people calling saying when are you going home?Its late already, why are you still outside?I am not under 18 >.>ARGHHHHHH oh please!Grant my freedom!So i can get to socialise people!

Thinking..

I was thinking what am i talented in?
Talking?NO way
Sports?NO!
Business?Not so sure!?
Arts?Not really great
Maths?well,I am careless enough to fail the paper
Inventing?well never think of that
Acting?not at all
Lying?well...I hate to lie but depends on condition
Doing Accounts? well numbers can only make me more confused
Sleeping?yes?
Dancing?well no
Socialising?my mum insists me on going to bars and club with friends =/How to socialise with people at my age group? boo...well i am a girl that is married and yet still no freedom from my parents... Do I really look like a married woman?Do I look like people at my age?Well the answer is NO sigh....my mum still treat me like a kid like scared i got raped or something...oh well..I am a grown up i know how to think...I am not a Dumbass

Oh well...Looks like I am a totally untalented person =(
Looking at people somehow they have their own talents
Sigh.....I am being such a jerk in this society

Being humiliated

Being humiliated is indeed very hurting....
if u are the ones being humiliated infront of those strangers how will u feel?
Today I just got humiliated from someone that is important to him...
This was so hurtful...
so what when I don't go his house often during weekends!?
Not because of being bored...
oh hey I hate it when there is someone I actually feel so very awkward...
I already sacrifice myself over there and I am really very tired about it...
what is so great about his house?
there is nothing better to do either..
So if I stayed my own house I still can help out my parents....
oh well I start hating their kins somehow...
they don't even know how to show concern about others and only care themselves instead...
since they are these kind of person then nevermind forget about it!
Should not wasted the damn money for them...
might as well spent it for other purposes...

Finally

Finally I get to watch a movie with my cousin and Jeff at Cineleisure last Tuesday night.This is also the day i didnt even have my dinner!I just bought some buns to munch and also bought some quick bites into the cinema.

So while I was on my way to ION orchard. I saw a bunch of young Olympians taking MRT!? I was thinking was that part of their educational tour? Maybe so. Since they already got those BUS to fetch them then why did they need to take MRT? I was totally stunned!

I alighted at Orchard not because of food.BUT the YOG mascot plushie!When i reach the Olympic centre.I only saw Lyo.Bahhh I always wanted a pair.But they left with Lyo =/Argh...

With not much time left, rush to cineleisure to collect my tickets which i booked online.We actually watched Step up 3D.The 3D version. The 3d effects so far..pretty normal dont have much effects at all.Overall, this movie was damn interesting.It was totally street dance, with the combination of break,popping and Hip Hop dance!The most interesting was the popping dance, they were so damn professional!

i am giving this movie 4.5 stars over five!

When i came back home and was about to use my comp. I was wondering why my comp hanged.
I keep trying to restart but there was no problem to the windows and thinking why my mouse point was not moving when i was using my mouse. Then i finally realised my mouse had SPOILT. After using it for 3 years..it finally spoil and have to spent another sum for another new mouse. So inorder to replace a new mouse,I used my laptop mouse as a backup. Although it was the same brand as my old mouse. BUT this mouse is pretty small.I need a big one to replace over my comp!

This Saturday however it will be my shopping spree with my hubby to help me find a better mouse!

Say cheese!

It has been weeks ever since i went out not with my parents though >.<. Argh...Then finally I went out for a Swiss dinner at Suntec last Sunday with him and we actually sat for nearly 90 mins over there. Maybe i was enjoying myself eating =P.This is also my 1st time eating cheese fondue!This cheese fondue was not quite bad.Maybe i will try out their chocolate fondue some other time.



Youth Olympic games officially started on the day we eat our dinner last Sunday.Its really hard to imagine those were around my sister's age O_O. Indeed some of them look like in their 20s.
Especially the Europeans...They were like so damn mature.BUT shockingly the Americans are not as mature, same goes to the Aussies. Asians were the ones that looks younger than their own age but not from China.Just like those Japanese they look like 13-14 years old and also one of the world's shortest Olympians.Singapore too but some of them are not as petite.Skin texture wise...
Korean boys had the worst skin texture.OMG! they are one of the country that has the most beauty products selling in Singapore yet their faces were like so bad? OMGGGG I think they dont have enough time to care about their damn face but to concentrate on their competition practices.

But compare to the adult Olympics, of course the adult one is better than the youth. The adult Olympics is really a scary one.Just like Michael Phelps, that guy is really a FISH. Swipe 7 golds for the USA in the PEK 2008 Olympic games.Setting 5 world records too...Another guy from the Track and field which is a Black guy called Ursian Bolt.Swipe 4 gold for JAM and setting 2 world records.Oh well...China may have the most golds..But I seldom seeing them setting world records same goes to the Russians.Omg those people were really born talent.Only running I can say everybody can run too but not those wheelchair bound.What we need is to just keep the pace and keep practice running.Swimming however needs to learn for years just to get into international games. I have learnt swimming though. But I actually stopped at the age of 11.Got myself a bronze too.I always wanted to learn some other sports but too bad my parents doesnt want to. =/

wee hours

Updating a blog during wee hours is seriously boring. Because most of them are sleeping probably dreaming of something. But to me I usually sleep at this hours after i got fired. Oh well, it has been a month not working at shopping centres. The good thing is i no need to stand for the freaking 10 hours outside and the bad thing is i can't earn money =(.

Listening to songs and watching comedy cartoons simply ease my mood and waste my damn time. Sigh. I have been watching all those FOX classic cartoons like the Simpsons and The Family Guy. These cartoons are so damn hilarious though. Simpsons is a total classic cartoon i ever seen when i was still a toddler. Family Guy just aired 11 years ago in the States. So i got to know Family Guy this title a few years back.

My life just screwed up like this after I agreed to ROM with him and also failing my O levels sucks. Actually I have 3 credits on my O levels though just that I failed my English and Maths..
the 2 important subjects =(. Well....Wanted to study diploma but spent it on my trip to japan and he haven't paid me back and since all his card is with me...I spent the money he owes me and he still owes me a few thousand bucks! Sigh....That will be enough for me to study a diploma =X.

ARGH...Money seems to be the most hurting object and also can be a weapon too.