Monday, April 27, 2009

going to depress soon?

arghhh...I think i suffer from a really great depression now
i wonder why i feel so emotional these few days...
everything is making me damn pissed off...
just that going out with my friends...
and tendering my shop..is my great destressing stuffs
the rest of the time..i was really damn emotional
but one thing that makes me feel so happy
was my lovely dog....
It always tried to look at me whenever i am sad...

well..people say online games are part of destressing
but to me...is NO
sigh...i shouldn't have played online games though...
ruined my life seriously...
although i got make quite a few friends
got my hubby over there....
but i really wanted to say...
only my BFF understands me...
no other else can ever understand a pitiful girl like me..

Now i really hate myself for being stupid and useless...
no talents...whatever...
perhaps i need a rest for the whole week...
watching dvds or watching movies may calm myself down...