Full of hatred

I really hate my life so much right now. Parents keep controlling and as I hate people control me. When I ask them to do something on that day will they do it? No...but why my sis wishes can be fulfill? But not mine? I strongly feel that there is no one in my life concern about me at all..I am not selfish at all... All I want is to seek attention from them this is really simple...I hate myself really really hate myself right now...oh well I am just a lonely person that no one is concerning about...an average unpopular girl.life is so damn unfair